I want to Live...

When everyone can see it in my Eyes
When everyone can see it in my smile...
Why don't you realize my Love?

I'll give anything for your love.
Everything, but for my life,
I want to live my life with you!

Every morning I get up from my bed
without sleeping,
because when I close my eyes
I see your face.
The only thing I wanna see
All my life.

Every single breath of mine
has your fragrance!
Every single, single of mine is
filled with plenty, plenty of You...!

I don't know how to tell you,
but I am sure you know,
that I am in love with you!

It is straight from my heart,
That I wanna be with you
And its only with me,
where you should be!

When everyone can see it...My Love,
Why don't YOU realize My Love?

Memories...

I was holding her feet,
admiring her uneasiness.
Still finding a word
to describe that coziness.
She said mom will scold,
but I was bold.

She took my hand &
a book from the stand,
She said "this is my past,read it fast,
then decide our fate before it is late”

Meanwhile,
she cooked chicken &
brought it out from her kitchen.
We sat to eat,
ah...all the while, there was a
increase in my heart beat.
The food was salty but
still I said it is tasty, with a smile.
She didn't knew until she ate,
in fact she then ate it from my plate.
She felt too bad &
was very sad.

I tried my best &
made her laugh, smile, giggle,
as this might be the last time
I'm seeing her in my life time?

Though I left her at her home,
she never leaves me alone.

Memories will carry
even after final Ceremonies...

Still thinking about you...

One day she asked me to
join her for a drive,
for which many strive.

Thought it was a dream,
felt like tasted iced cream.

There was a moment,
on my shoulder she rested,
thought I am really gifted.

She gave me a chocolate,
Even then I didn't know it was too late.

Thought of building another wonder
with her,
could have been the biggest blunder
standing there.

It was already over,
I didn't know
She had it under cover.

We used to dine,but
she, she has never been mine.

The moment I realized,
Everything went paralyzed.

They say girls are clever & boys are stupid,
But my mom said she is a stupid & forget it.

Easy to say & you know easier to do,
ya very true I forgot myself.

I don't remember when I cried,
but now when I tried
not to I couldn't.

Wonder what,its been two years
& still, I've kept my two ears
Open to hear the reason &
Then take the...

One day she asked me to drop her,
Later, she dropped me...
You know she Really Dropped Me...!

Struggling to come out...

No Words to explain my pain,
Am I there as a stain?

If this is sadness,
Then its because of my madness.

The mind suffers...
The body cries &
The heart bleeds...

I'm not a...

I'm not a poet, to write about you.
I'm not a writer, to describe you.
I'm not an actor, to act you.

But all I know is,
You came into me &
Changed my day & night,
My left into right,
I always wanted to
Hold you tight,
Even after every fight.

I kissed you in real &
Said "Love you..." in dreams.

The wait is over...!

Ha atlast my blogspot has been rejuvenated after quite a loooooooooooooong time...

No Eve...

No Eve even on
New Years Eve...!

Maybe am a Workoholic
And not an Alcoholic,
Which I prefer &
From others I differ.
Sometimes I suffer
Thinking of it,
But that doesn't bother,
I'm Liking it...!

Do You Love Me...

Do You Love Me...
Like the way You used to Love Me...?
I Don't think so,
And my Heart says so.

Its really paining...
Like a stab with a knife,
I'm not gaining...
Anything in my life.

All the doors are locked,
And my memories blocked.

There is no light,
At the end of the Tunnel,
Think got to Fight,
Till burning my Spinal...!

Everything has come to a Halt
Is this all my Fault...?

Honey...
Will You Ever Love Me...
Like the way You used to Love Me...?

- J.Vasanthan
12/11/'06