It has always been there...

When someone asked me few years back "are you serious?"
I replied with a grin, "i think so, lets see..."

After 5 months, for the firstime, when she visited her parents, for couple of months,
thought it was over, actually it was her vacation that got over and not the love...

Later, when she left me, on an official trip for almost 4 months, it was still there...
Whenever we had difference of opinions, arguments, fights, tears... surprisingly, the love was still there...

During every birthday celebration/anniversary celebration, the love was there...
During every vacation we took, every trip we made, the love was there...

Even at moments, when I desperately needed her next to me,
and she preferred her time with her friends, the love was still there...

The day when she said "I want to re-think on our future", the love was definitely there...
At the time when she bid her last good bye to me, the love was there...

Even after days, months, years, of her leaving me, the love is still here...!

Recently, when someone asked me
"for how long you gonna love her?"
my reply was just a smile,

But,
My love for her, will be here, until the sky is there, above this earth...!   :)

Stay with Me...

Hey Honey,

Without you, I am as lonely, as an abandoned Cat, near the beach...

It is not necessary to be your birthday, I will keep giving you gifts often...

We can spend perfect weekends, shopping and cooking together...
I will make a point, to try new foods, like the "gunjang bulgogi"
If you sure to live with me, I promise, to clean our home every week,if not everyday...
Will never ask you where I left my keys and will not leave my clothes on the chair anymore...
I swear to strike off the word "angry" and any word related to it from my dictionary.

I will hug you and kiss you whenever we feel like...
I love you, even when my name is "Vasanthan" and you still call me as "Vazaantan"
I will shave even twice a day so that my stubble doesn't scratch your skin...
I will tickle all over your body, but not on your feet, for sure...
I will accompany you to the beach whenever you want to, hey and will try to learn swimming pretty soon...

I'll give you company in whatever diets you follow...

I'll never make a sigh or look into the watch while waiting for you to put on your make up and get dressed up...
I'll learn the mysteries of really hot and terribly cold showers...
I'll happily go and watch films even when I don't like or understand, if it is with you...
I'll pledge to always say yes, when you ask "is my dress looking nice tonight?"
And will make a point that I will never ever ask you to change a dress, unless you ask for a suggestion...

I will give you every detail of my credit cards and bank accounts along with their passwords...
I'm gonna regularly send messages, if and when we are apart...

I will underline the words and also scribble in my novels with different color and if you want I will also crumble the pages to make them look more personal...
Infact I will start reading books, just to give you company...

My kisses will be even more passionate and my hugs cozier...
Believe me I am gonna bring an all new meaning for the word cuddle...
With me it is going to be the most affectionate and the most wonderful and beautiful life you will ever have...

I also declare now, that I will give my life for you...
If you fail to say "yes", to stay with me...

I know some part of me will surely die and the rest will be waiting for the day you say "Hey, let's start all over again..."

For a Lifetime...

Don't ask me to leave

Sure I'll leave my life

And when you leave,

You take everything in me with you.

There is no more water in my ocean,

There is no moon no stars in my night,

I don't know where I would be going?

Or what I would be doing...!

Once I believed that

you belonged to me, and

I thought we would never part

Why would you want to leave now

& break my heart?

How can I let you go

For you are the one,

I have all my love for.

I tried so hard honey,

to say that you are my dream...

I've given all that I can

I feel so empty

That I can't find the word 'Good Bye'

you will always be on my mind.

You are my first love…

I know my Love is true and

True love lasts a lifetime...

I am sure even now you neither listen nor trust

a single word I say...

but my wasted heart will still love you and

even after becoming still, it will love you...!